Click share? Why not?

Today was one of the scariest days of my life. I mark it up there with the day my dad killed himself, or the day I left for college, or the night I spent in the Spanish jail. You don't realize how scary uncertainty is until it's the only thing you realize. Four months later, three cardiologists, every possible cardiac test, a best estimated guess diagnosis, a referral to Mayo and hours of googling and I'm wondering if I ever should have mentioned chest pain at that one doctors appointment. Did I just set myself up for a lifetime of worry, medical expenses, and inconveniences? I almost think I would prefer to unexpectedly croak over while jogging around a lake. Should have, could have, would have... Here I am. I've never been one to journey (if that's what you call this) alone, so I'll invite you with the hopes I can touch a life, change an attitude, let someone know they are not alone, or at least crack a smile. I shall blog. A story filled with hope. Perhaps a miracle. A story filled with growth. Perhaps an epiphany. A new perspective on life; a perspective that entails uncertainty without fear. The story of a changing heart.